halcyonschism

I think that I might want to get into DA again. Not so much for the community aspect... SG takes care of that for me... but just as a way to showcase work again. I miss being creative.

The problem being that this account has too much past. Too many things here that I'm no longer a part of. I'm not halcyonschism anymore. Even as I type this the name just sounds ridiculous.

I really do need a clean slate. To put behind me all the things that no longer define me as an artist and as a person. However, your past will always be a part of you, so I can't just delete everything and pretend it never happened.

So, a new account. A better reflection of who I am today, rather than who I was. I don't want to be on somebody's watch list because I got a lucky shot of a snail or because I slept with a DA celebrity.

I'll leave most of this up, and check for messages from time to time, but no more new work here. For you lurkers, that means you can stop watching now. For those of you who really are interested in seeing what I may have to offer in the future (no promises) get ahold of me. There are a select few of you out there that I value greatly for your support, even if I'm lousy about getting back to you sometimes. I'll let you know what's going on.

There will be one more journal entry after this, in a few days. We've had fun, halcyonschism... but you're not me anymore.

I am...

-Trevor

Yeah, it's a little late, but happy new year. Oh, I got an iPod for Christmas!

The move to Colorado is almost complete. By the time I do my next monthly update :/ I should be done. Already met some great people in Denver, thanks to SuicideGirls. Should be fun. Unfortunately, my girlfriend doesn't get to come with me until April. This makes Trevor sad.

Um... That's all really.

Sorry, my life is just that lame.

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Okay, here are some song lyrics. I'm really digging Tsunami Bomb these days...

Lemonade - Tsunami Bomb
Looking at you now, remember how you gave me shit,
And I made lemonade out of it
Pass me the sugar and things still won't be right!
Look what you've built, now are you proud of your deceitful quilt
Well I won't cover myself in it, the warmth has just been choking me!

Thanks! Thanks for nothing
I've taken all you got and started walking,
Not broken, still standing,
Been ripped apart, but now I'm demanding
No more shit, this is it
I am leaving for myself and no one else
So long, been swell, see you in hell!

What would you say? Can't hear
you buried in the lies that you've laid.
I'm breaking myself away from that chain, to bad you don't understand why
I'm walking away, and if you're lucky then someday I may
Possibly forgive you for all of it.
But not today, BUT NOT TODAY!


I'm also digging Head Automatica and My Chemical Romance...

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And Nerf Herder.

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Yeah...

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Oh, and I saw Blade: Trinity. Jessica Biel is yummy.

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They use a lot of Mac products in that movie. This also pleases me.

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I took this picture of me:


I like it. Not enough to post as a real deviation though... I try not to be that vain.

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Yup, that's about it.

-Trevor

Holy fuckin shit...

I did it.

I passed the board.

I am now Specialist Promotable Hildebrand, soon to be Sergeant.

Damn.

I'm soooo getting drunk tonight.

-Trevor